Up until this volume, Shuffle! is a light romantic comedy harem-anime. Unlike other harem-anime, however, which keep things light on the romance, heavy on comedy, Shuffle! is the reverse. Despite the fantasy elements of the two goddesses, Sia and Nerine, from the World of the Gods and the World of the Demons respectively, the story plays out with stark realism with respect to the emotions of the characters, and all these competing desires that are in conflict with one another. SPOILER ALERT here because there's no way to adequately discuss this volume without delving into its details. Suffice it to say for now that things take a darkly tragic turn, almost Rumbling Hearts levels of tragic.
I have no idea why the teacher (voiced by Luci Christian) appears on the cover of this volume, unless it's supposed to actually be Kaede's mom, who was killed in a tragic auto accident (as we learn in flashbacks).
The first episode starts with Sia's split personality becoming manifest. Not unlike Nerine, who had a clone who sacrificed herself so that Nerine could live (see vol.4), we have in Sia two persons sharing one body...Sia had a twin sister that died in the womb but before she did, Sia welcomed that sister's soul into her body. Sia's sister is far more passionate, sensual, and jealously possessive than Sia herself. She's tired of watching Sia pussy-foot around with Rin and decides to take over and be more aggressive in Sia's pursuit of Rin. She overplays her hand, however.
Honestly, though; the supernatural explanation is largely unnecessary. Girls do this enough in real life, and there was a hint of it in the earlier volumes, where Sia was on her first date with Rin and made him buy matching his and her shirts. Sia becomes more decidedly a wild, "bad" girl...she makes Rin skip school with her, demands he pay attention to her exclusively, and makes repeatedly strong sexual advances to Rin. A weaker man would probably have crumbled, but Rin maintains his dignity and resolve. He knows this is going too fast, and that Sia is being selfish, controlling and insincere. She completely blows the early lead she had, when she had Rin eating out of his hand and she was head over heels in love and professing her desire to have babies with him (i.e. when they got lost at sea/on the deserted beach). Primula's crisis interrupted all of that, but I think Sia could've gained Rin back without overplaying her hand in the way she does...but I've known girls who've gone a little crazy like Sia does, too. It's hard when a bad girl feels so good to be with. Sia later explains to Rin her supernatural split personality problem, and Rin politely break things off with Sia, which she accepts. Later, the heartbroken Nerine and Sia are trying to figure out who Rin actually does like (and who likes him) and they see him with his sempai, the tomboyish Asa (voiced by Monica Rial, whose bubbly laugh just makes me melt). Rin, Sia, with the "help" of Rin's human classmates
Itsuki Midoriba (緑葉樹 Midoriba Itsuki?) and small-chested
Mayumi Thyme (麻弓=タイム Mayumi Taimu?), help the clueless Rin plan his first real date with his "just friends" sempai, Asa. Asa we know actually has feelings and longing for Rin, but has admired him from afar for some time. She shows feelings of genuine pain seeing him and Sia together earlier in the series. They also nearly kissed once, but were interrupted by Asa's mom. Asa has fun hanging out with Rin in any case and isn't in any particular rush to push things to a romantic level. She has a good friend in Rin, but she would respond to romantic advances from Rin. She even playfully flirts with him from time to time, to egg him on. Anyway, Rin screws up the courage to ask Asa out. He takes her to an over-the-top "romantic" theme park with all manner of suggestive rides, etc. But he feels off kilter when Asa ignores his plans and goes to run off and do what she wants, dragging the increasingly nervous Rin along for the ride. Asa has a genuinely good time and Rin tries to share in her enjoyment but he is so lacking in confidence and spontaneity that Asa feels hurt that Rin doesn't seem to be enjoying himself in her company. They do ride the Ferris Wheel at the end of the day (which is a well known cultural signifier for romantic confessions in Japan)...and Asa flirts with him, but Rin is just too nervous. Asa reveals that she's baked some cookies for him and offers to feed him one...say "ahh!"; When Rin hesitates, Asa says "ok, let's try it this way.", puts the cookie in her own mouth, closes her eyes, and proffers it to him. Rin begins to build up his courage and lean towards Asa, knowing he has to end up kissing her...when the wheel reaches the bottom and the ride attendants thank them for their patronage. Asa spits the cookie out, laughs, and says "you had your chance!"Asa knows that all of their friends have been following them around the park and calls them out; they guiltily come out of hiding. Asa demands to know if Rin asked her out because he wanted to or because his friends put him up to it. Rin tries to explain but only ends up digging a deeper hole and making Asa very upset. She storms off. It's assumed that Rin has dinner with his friends, because when he reaches home he admonishes Kaede for having prepared him a meal, telling her he already ate and she shouldn't have done that, he told her not to before. She apologizes and throws out the food.
The volume goes from sad to tragic at this point, as we get the fuller back story of Kaede and Rin...Kaede and Rin, who have known each other for longer than any of the other girls. Kaede and Rin who have lived together almost like brother and sister since childhood. Kaede has, by her teen years, fallen deeply in love with Rin but for some reason can't bring herself to express her true feelings. But we learn partly why in this volume. The reason Kaede and Rin have lived together for so long is because Rin's parents were killed in an auto accident; We learn also that Kaede's mother was best friends with Rin's mom and had joined them on their vacation road trip, leaving Kaede's father behind. Kaede fell deeply ill and her mother, worried about her, persuaded Rin's parents to cut the trip short and return home. It was in making this early return that their car was struck and all passengers and the driver were killed. Kaede, already in frail health, collapses and is hospitalized. She remains in hospital for weeks. The doctors say it's as if she's lost the will to live. Rin doesn't want to see Kaede waste away, and tells a lie...because he knows even if it's a bad reason, hate and spite will keep you alive and give you a will to live. He tells Kaede that he had been weak and missed his parents and begged them to come back ahead of schedule and that is why Kaede's mom and his parents were killed. Kaede becomes enraged and tries to strangle Rin. There is a cut scene and Kaede's father is grateful to have his little girl recovered. But Kaede remains filled with hatred and disgust for Rin, tells him she wishes he would die and torments him without mercy for years. In their early teens Kaede discovers the last postcard from her mom in Rin's possessions, where she learns the awful truth...it wasn't Rin who called his parents and convinced them to come back, it was Kaede's own ill health that caused her mom to cut the trip short. Kaede concludes that she, not Rin, is was responsible for her own mother's death and goes running out into the rain and is nearly killed by a passing truck herself but saved by Rin at the last moment. Kaede is also overwhelmed by guilt at having tortured Rin as a scapegoat for no good reason, for a lie; Kaede forgives him and becomes his most devoted friend. She dotes on him endlessly by way of repentance. Seeking to atone for her sins. She denies herself the right to be deserving of Rin's love, however, for all the years of torment she inflicted on him. She falls in love with Rin but keeps her feelings buried. She represses her jealousy at the other girls, she just keeps doing her daily routines, and goes on keeping her feelings for Rin bottled up. As we know from Freud, there will one day be a return of the repressed. Kaede eventually has a psychotic breakdown and physically assaults Asa, demanding she "give him (Rin) back to her" and to get the hell out of her house. She tells both Asa and Rin to "just die!", like she did when she was a little girl.
Kaede is a deeply tragic character, completely torn apart emotionally in this volume. She's racked by guilt and jealousy and desire. At her most desperate, she takes a bath, towels off, then climbs into Rin's bed naked to finally confess her love to him and ask him to have his way with her. She wants to give herself to him body and soul. Rin is understandably creeped out by Kaede's sudden erratic behavior, and this incident is really the last straw. Carrie Savage does an excellent job voice acting Kaede's pathos and tragedy here...Kaede spends half of this volume crying with her heart shattered in a thousand pieces.
Desire leads to Suffering. Shuffle! doesn't shy away from the obvious truth that all of these competing desires can't exist in harmony...Many people are going to have to suffer and get their heart broken so that only two people can find happiness. In truth, Asa could have lived with Rin as "just friends" if Kaede had made her move after Rin dumped Sia, but she held back, was held back by her own inner sense of guilt and feelings of unworthiness. Primula tries to help Kaede be honest with her feelings about Rin, but it's too little, too late, and Primula is too shy and inarticulate to be effective. Primula bears witness to Kaede's increasing pain, frustration, and repressed jealousy...she tries to convince Kaede to make her move with Rin, to confess to him that she's not ok with his dating Asa because she loves him herself, etc. Kaede could also have made a move after Rin's disastrous first date with Asa; If she'd jumped then, before Asa had time to forgive him and give Rin a second chance with her, Kaede could have seized the lead. But Kaede is too lacking in self confidence, too wracked by guilt, too timid and too repressed. Her neurosis boils over into repeated psychotic episodes...and Rin realizes that living together with Kaede in this state is no longer tenable. The volume concludes with Rin telling Kaede he's decided he has to move out.
I really feel badly for Kaede, and had been rooting for her the whole volume...but I also can't blame Asa, whom I've always liked as a character. And I can't blame Rin's decision to move out either. Kaede has just become unhinged, and in many ways, a lot of it is of her own doing. Kaede is not blameless in this. Her stripping down naked to lie down with Rin is pathetic, sad and tragic but also tragically beautiful. Kaede is a beautiful girl and she did genuinely love Rin but she let things go too long...she took Rin for granted and assumed he'd always be with her. Primula also is correct in assessing that the reason Kaede stays devoted to Rin has more to do with assuaging her own guilt than anything else...Rin played the scapegoat to her for so many years. That too a perverse act of genuine love and self-sacrifice. Perhaps their past is too messed up for them ever to have a happy, successful relationship...but after the more recent past, and Kaede's repeated psychotic episodes, I don't see how they will ever be able to patch things up. I think Rin and Asa will be happy together, but Asa's fragile health remains a deep concern. I would not be surprised if this series takes an even darker turn and has Asa die in hospital, though I hope this doesn't happen. I feel deeply for Kaede and am so sad to see her fall to pieces like this. But if Asa recovers, I can definitely see bright things ahead for Rin and Asa. Platonic friends who gradually became lovers. There's no going back, once the romantic road gets chosen.
This anime story began as a computer dating sim, and the anime series pays some homage to that origin. It makes you want to be able to play the game, to see just how things really would turn out with Sia, with Nerine, with Kaede, and with Asa, or, slightly perversely, with Primula. But in the anime the path is chosen, and we just have to watch how things play out. Volume 5 is very hard to watch and will take an emotional toll on you, since we've learned to care deeply for all of the characters throughout Volumes 1-4. I'm eager to see how things are resolved (or not) in Volume 6, the last volume.
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